Rambling

There's always something, isn't there? Life is good...except for_________ (fill in the blank). I take a lot of breath saying: I'll be fine when__________ (fill in the blank). And I usually am. For a day or so. And then, well, then something comes up. It's usually a small thing; something trivial that won't matter in the long run, or something I have no control over, or two or three minutes worth of difference. I know, I know: I need to stop complaining.

My most recent status on facebook was: I'm In-de-pen-dent. Or, if it wouldn't have screwed up the movie line: I WANT to be In-de-pen-dent. I want my family to be there for me and be supportive of my decisions. I want friends who talk to me and care about me. And, eventually, I want a husband who is the perfect man for me. But for right now (given as I have no prospects) there are times when I just want to be left alone. I need my space. I need my own time and my own life; my own choices. Basically, I'm unreasonable and unrealistic. Either that or I'm moody. Or I'm upset because I lost my iPod. Yeah. Any of those are good options.

*sigh* Sometimes I wish I wasn't so messed up...

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Today's Featured Quote:

"Eat, drink, and be merry, for tomorrow we die!" --BoM